Seems like you do everything wrong right? you are the cause of every problem. You are selfish and not a good person.
Rubbish.
This is just called " Parents' desperation due to teenage years"
Nobody but teens will understand what living through these years is. Its tough, a miscellany of feelings are constantly aggravating and that desperation when NOBODY can understand you, your feelings, your thoughts. develop a way to express yourself. no need for useless people to understand.